Esta noche, os escribo...

[dcseain]

y otra vez, como la última vez, no sé lo que pasará de mis dedos, excepto que no será poesía. Y así cierro los ojos, y comienzo de mecanografiar...

¡Ay! There is so much floating around in my brain tonight, and mostly not in English. I've retreated into Spanish since i was a child when i feel stressed, though i'm fluent, so use it when appropriate when not stressed, too. So, where to start...

I've had a rough many weeks, despite the fun and joyous things i've been doing, and many of you have seen me at and/or done with me. Hm. Brain not too focused at the moment, in part due to being a bit overtired.

For those of you who have an opinion, how distractible am i in general? If you have the background, how has that changed over time?

With an increasing frequency, i feel that i'm net well-focused mentally, even without anything to distract me. This is something that i've had pointed out to me recently, and looking back, it seems to've been the case for the last five years, at least notably, looking back.


I think that's all for now. So, no poetry, but a poll in essay format, with little-to-no context. I do look forward to your responses.

Side notes: i'm a bit worried about CRK, but more about that at another time. Sorry for lack of cut, it's a skosh long, but i'm feeling a bit needy at the moment.

Comments

[maddogairpirate.livejournal.com]

I don't find you very distractible so much as I find you very busy... with work, with productions, with life in general.

[sharrainchains.livejournal.com]

Don't worry about the length: one can't have too much of you!

As for distractible - I have seen you get excited and jump tracks at times, in conversations. OTOH, you are one of the very few friends I know who generally stays on track (and helps the rest of us to do so). So, I suppose the answer is sometimes, slightly, and don't know about how that's changed over time [hope I get to give you a different answer to the last in a couple of years].

[selki.livejournal.com]

I don't have any definite feedback for you, but wanted to let you know I'd read it. Are you feeling stretched in too many directions at once, or do you just feel like you've been jumping around a lot? Or something else?

*responding*

[grlsctgnbad.livejournal.com]

I think you have a vast knowledge of lots of things, and when in conversation you spin from tangent to tangent, and eventually come back to the topic at hand. This could be considered distractable, but it is one of the reasons I enjoy spending time with you. I tend to tangent (i verbed it) myself a lot.

I do not have the background with you really to know if this has always been the case or what. But this is what I observe.

*HUGS* Miss you at games night. Hope all is well with the rehersals.

[devotedbear.livejournal.com]

Distractible in conversation, yes. You even distract yourself a lot of the time. *chuckles remembering the cute story about your tie, which included the hours of the store where you bought it*. I haven't noticed an overall change, though some days you do it more than others. If you're asking if it's a bad thing...nah, it's basic Seain, hello!just you :).